I really don't update this enough. But nothing really happens. xD

I've been spending my days hauled up in my basement playing Resident Evil 1, 4, Outbreak 1 and 2, Shadow Hearts, Final Fantasy XII, and Fatal Frame 3 when Claire comes over. We both kind of own that game together. xD Talk about eerie. "FEET, there's FEET under your closet."

Yes yes, summer should be full fo sun and such but...I'm getting used to the basement being empty now, my own little place for gaming and movies that I can enjoy warm tea and snacks in. xD My parents call it my 'bat cave.'

The biggest thing this summer is that I've enrolled in summer school to get the extra credits I need for Geometry to progress ot algebra II. MUCH easier and relaxed here. No stupid "80% of your grade" tests, all we do is get assignments, do them, and relax...In thsi time I've been playing card games with a group of people, and I've learned how to play:

Crazy 8s
Bullshit
Phase 10 (Special deck)
Skip-Bo (special deck)
Spoons

And we've also played the always good Texas Hold 'Em and 21. Plus Uno. xD I'm growing more fond of card games now than I have been before.

What else....we may be going on a vacation in a few days, dunno with our money situation. Gilroy Garlic Festival, Height/Ashbury, MAYBE Alcatraz, and REALLY MAYBE Monterey. I really want to go to that aquarium again...

My mom and I have got into the habit of going to the local library again. I've picked up some old books I love, and some new ones. One in particular, Labyrinth. It's a three out of five stars for me so far, msotly because nothign is explaine,d I had to read an online review to know WTF is going on. See, it's two stories at once, these two boys, the SAME boy, but parallel universe versions of each other, and they dream about one another. I thought it was just one boy, going through two different situations and pretending his dad was still alive. But it's an entirely different boy. I see the connections clear now, as other characters are paralleled as well. nce you know THAT, they book is quite interesting. I haven't finished it yet though.

I might as well speak my mind about Breathers too, the 'zom-rom-com' somebody recommended me. It was very interesting. Nothing I'd seen before, so definately originality points. Also points for an Oingo Boingo reference, and tasteful use of playboy pictures. ...Creatures like vampires, every author and director has their own rules and takes on them, some more shameful than others...>> But people vary on how they write  them. Breathers is the same. Here, zombies are the dead that randomly come back to life(I theorized that it was jsut natural selection kicking in after death *Shrugs*) and they're...fully aware. They're not mindless brain eating corpses, they're dead, decomposing, but...concious. THAT threw me for a loop, I think it's so cool...

*Spoilers ahead* It follows the story of one in particular, and how he eventually campaigns for 'zombie rights'. Zombies are treated as any other minority group. People are judged for race, social class, sexuality, and now. Living status. xD The book takes a violent turn though, the back mae me think the zombie rights was the MAIN point. But it was Andy's life. Also interestign to note is zombies here don't regularly eat humans, they'd be detained in basically, a pound for zombies. They call humans 'Breathers', and if they do eat breather...they start t regenerate. Their bodily functions start to work again. This was a bit of a stretch for me, but I was open to it. Now Rita getting pregnant? BIG stretch for me, I first sneered and thought it would be something stupid, a plot convienience of impossibility for a typical American 'happy ending' (Breaking Dawn anybody?) HOWEVER. It wasn't really treated as such. It was never a main point, never something...described as perfect. This entire thing is subverted for a tragic ending too. She dies as well as Andy's best friend, and the remainder of the group get revenge for them, in a brutal badass display. And the ending is after the group is captured and then rescued by the twins, Zach and Luke, I beleive they stand ready to fight the crowd of police cars following. It's been awhile since I've read but...Last stands are always pretty cool in media. A brave last effort, courage.

There are defining moments in everyone's existance, some more monumental than others:
Neil Armstrong's first step for mankind.
Bobby Thompson's shot heard round the world.
Rosa Parks refusing to give up her sea on the bus.
Each of them found their moment and seized it, turned it into na act that embodied a quest. A triumph. A dream.
Sooner or later, everyone reaches that moment. For some it passes by unnoticed or unrealized. For others, it hits them while watching a black-and-white B horror film from 1968.
This is our moment. This is our time.
-Breathers, Chapter 43

Title: Resident Evil 4
Time Finished: 7:58 June 10, 2009

I rushed with this one so my gaps between this and CVX were small xD But damn this game was easy, almost too easy. D= This is why we have professional mode. >D The only parts I had difficulty with:

-The split paths of the Bella sisters or the second el gigante
- Fighting a constantly respawning crowd of priests while Ashley has to deal with raising these bridge things...
-Fighting two gigantes at once
-The boss fight with Salazaar (He used that instant death attack a LOT ><))
-Playing the game after Luis died. Really. :/ RIGHT after the poor sap who I adored dies, you hear the little bitch Ashley going, "LEON HAAAALP" Needless to say, in my rage, I shot her. =D

And whate everyone said about Ashley is absolutely TRUE. Loud, obnoxious, not thankful that you save her, no real help, she basically does one awesome thing(operate a giant bulldozer), but even then sheh ad to be covered from enemies. She can't just MOVE or punch something? XD That girl cannot do one damn thing on her own. If I hear one more, "LEON HAAAALP!"....><

While on the other hand, Ada is stll fucking awesome. She did fucktons for you, including helping you after Luis died, to GET RID OF THE PARASITE.

Can't wait to play her assignment and Mercenaries. Gimme Wesker's badass arsenal of grenades and a silenced handgun. >D

Storywise...it was just very Mario. "You're princess is in another ganado filled castle, get fucking moving." But, still. Enjoyable.

Resident Evil always kills good side characters off. Krauser, Luis, hell even MIKE, the helicopter man you knew for five minutes yet took down a crowd of ganados for you. xD Ada or the Merchant would've been the cake. :/ If they died and Ashley got to live? Fuck this game. xD I would've stopped XD

This game spawned some lulzy moments and memes with it's bad voice acting, I'm SURE.

...BALLISTICS! >D
Adios, LEEONNN.
STRANGAAAAAAA!!!
SAADLERRRR!

I'm going to hell. xD Oh well, time to tackle the first classic RE, I'm talking PS1, bad graphics, Jill Sandwich and ALL. It's been pretty hard from what I've played so far, wish me luck.

Resident Evil: Code Veronica X
Time Finished: 9:39 PM, Monday June 1st 2009
Rank: E (I suuuucked but it was fun XD)

Well I just right out love this game. =D Granted, Chris Redfield bugs me to HELL...But I ship ClairexSteve, and I cried when he died. D= It's like, the saddest scene, then I was granted the most epic battle scene in the game, RIGHT after. Talk about odd. Why is it, whenv the protagonists I play as, get their asses kicked in this game, I laugh? Probably because Wesker did it. ._. He's such a cool character. Yaaayy Waugh makes a cheesy yet amazing Wesker. xD That laugh is so forced. Alexia and Alfred aren't much better.

"I AM ALFRED ASHFORD!! *Goat laugh*"

"YOU are not worthy of its POWAAAAA!!"

xD I love those twins, their story is one of the most interesting in the RE series to me.

This game had its tough points, (I've had it with these motherfucking Tyrants on this motherfucking plane!!!!) but was still a challenging and fun play, I'd play it a dozen times more. I was freaked out by the end though. Giant fucking spider. D= It's back end was at least the size of a reclining chair. HUUGE! And it crawled on the ceiling, and was just EWWWWWWW. I kept starting at my ceiling all through the end. xD I started out hating Steve, but came out loving that redhead on crack. I was so depressed when he died, I fell into a thirty minute slump in the game. xD Degeneration had me screaming, "FORGET LEON, REEMBER STEVE! D=" So, yes. I guess I'm AdaxLeon/ClairexSteve centric. Oo Just for good measure, Jill and Chris are a decent pairing. Chris just bugs me. XD

What was theb est part of this game...I'd say the first fight with Alexia. Not only did we get an epic transformation sequence and Wesker vs Alexia fight beforehand, but everyone was telling me how HARD that fight was. It was EASY. Four burst rounds from the grenade launcher. HA HA. Though admittedly, I died the first three times, not really knowing what to do. Insta death tough. e.e How are you supposed ot knife her!? You heave to use the knife only in the game to get Wesker in battle mode, which is HARD. HE comes with only a damn knife. So how od you knife a boss that has insta-death touch? XD

One fo my favorite cutscenes had to be Alexia's awakening, I felt sorry for Alfred. :/ Stayed alive JUST long enough to see her open her eyes agin, then poof, died!

I hate Hunters. D= They killed me a LOT.

I hate giant fucking spiders. I think I has arachnaphobia. xD

I hate that Steve DIED.

I think that's all I disliked! XD

If any of you know WTF I'm talking about, leave a comment on your own thoughts. xD

Two about to leave, to or three people arriving...

My life is taking such odd turns.

My aunt and uncle are finally about to leave Tuesday, all their clutter and mess, and taking their emotional useless baggage, their smarmy "We THINK we're rick and intleligent" attitudes with them. Well, my aunt is. My uncle has been so good to help us out...

But there's some kind of crisis going on...Gary, his son Jason, and daughter Ericka, friends of my parents, of our family. We always spend holidays with them. They're good people, help us out. In some weird turn of events...I'm not sure myself, the matriarch of the family kicked them out, not believing that her new boyfriend hit her own daughter. :/

So they'll be kind of here I think, off and on? We're not sure yet.

And while I've been missing our three person house. I don't care.

These people are so kind, they're not the type to mooch off of us and be lazy....To have a million useless clutter of things around, and spend money on useless material objects. We'll make do, all of us. I kind of wanted to cry....Do any of us really have anything besides each other? I wish I could help, just....make everyone 100% secure with a home, money, but how can a seventeen year old girl do that...

Mom and Dad seem to be alright. Mom says, "Poor plus poor equals rich." We'll make do. We'll be okay...

It's just a very WTF event, kind of a random hit. I feel so sorry for them, they were crying...I'm sure we'll be okay....right? It just feels odd. We are a family now, all of us.

Plain and simple, we're all losing it here...

Stupid pottery ship assignment a bit solved today. Gonna BS it and make a hobo box.

We were given an assignment yesterday in Latin...Due Friday. Keep in mind. Tuesday-Friday, a total of three days to work on it. We have to make a working catapult with a theme, a flag made of felt or another cloth material and a 'greeting' card to your enemy to represent the theme.

What the SHIT. How are we suppsoed to do that all!? Okay, so my theme is "Zombie"...Gonna make a hand that springs back. xD Problem is, mom and I hardly have the time to work on it without another crisis popping up at the last second.

Dad passed out at work. Thankfully he's home.

My aunt and uncle are STILL here, slowing driving all of us to insanity, but thank the gods above that they have an apartment now, and are moving in June 2nd. Really, that would be the icing on the fucking cake if they were around for four more months.

I'm feeling al ot of...new things. I feel scared. Like I'm pressured to move into the 'adult' stage. Car, job(Doesn't seem so bad honestly, I'm already in hell for 8 hours a day...this way I get paid), college pressures, and....possible romantic interest.


Let me break this down.

Job: Yeah, summer job, and again, doesn't seem so bad.

Car: Could just be my autn and uncle pushing me into this but it's like "OMG YOU /HAVE/ TO DRIVE NAO" I'd...rather just wait until I'm 18. I feel like I could do better with experience and sight of things, rather than written down. You know, "four way street cross intersection, blah blah", I feel like I'd know better by SEEING and recognizing such things.

College: I want to go to a community college for two years since I don't know what I want for a job in life. Slower than some going to UCs, but still good right? Not good enough for the staff apparently. Just because I'm smart/have a high GPA doesn't mean I should have to RUSH into things, jesus fuck. Counciler is all, "OMG, you NEED to take summer school Geometry then do Algebra II in senior year, GRAHHH". No. I fucking don't. Wasting my summer, fuck no, I'd rather take a job/experiencing a job for the first time and so getting life experience, isntead of doing something that can be done in our ocmmunity college anyways. Dunno why she won't LISTEN to me, because even if I did finish the math requirement for a university(I finished all other requirements), I'd STILL go to CR first. Because I have no idea what I want, it'd be a much cheaper way to discover. It just pissed me off that she didn't LISTEN to me. I will go to a university and achieve my goal, sure, but let me FIND my goal first.

Romantic interest: This is the main cloud hanging over my head. I...don't like relationships. :/ From what I've experienced, they suck, they're more work than actually enjoying each other's company, I like being single because I don't have to fear fangirling over fictional characters, guys in bands, actors, what EVER. I don't have to be afraid of anything, it seems like relationships only trap you in. But. I'm starting to like this guy...He seems to REALLY like me, even Brenna says so. Which, that's also new too. A guy that likes me...never happened before. I just want to get to know him more, talk to him more before stepping into anything, but fuck if my hormones have anything to say about being logical...If that isn't bad enough, he's going to Germany for a year in August. I...don't know what to do. Here we are, openly flirting, being all cuddly, and neither of us know what is going to happen or what IS going on. ((He apparently feels the same kind of "WTF is going on" feeling I'm having...outside source told me.)) I wish I knew, and I wish i could...commit to relationships, but this whole experience is making me scared. Making me feel like I'll not want a relationship forever, and will be so scared that I'll end up alone my whole life.

I am just...so scared. With everything. Going crazy trying to keep up with work, still growing up...I might go cry this off, but shit. If one thing isn't hassling me, it's another. I hate this...needed to let it out...

Junior Prom was tonight...I'm drained, tired, just uggggh tired.

But so happy.

It was better than I thought. In truth, it WAS no better than a regular dance. :/ But It was still awesome. And there were more 'dancable' songs than I thought. I have nothing against rap/hip-hop, it's just...Most mainstream songs of it have practically the same beat, so it's the same kind of dance moves for EVERY SONG. It just gets boring. :/ But they did have some epic songs.

I saw at two tables, switching. xD I was mostly with Claire, Josh, Randi, Sam, and a few others. Every once in awhile I'd flock to Kimi, Chris, Jacob, Matt, Ember, and Xochitl.(<--- Her name is awesome isn't it? XD)

The dance floor was pretty damn small, but we all still danced. xD I gotta learn to move my hips and body more...

Earlier in the day I got my nails and hair odne...I LOVED my hair. It was pulled at the sides to somewhat of a ponytail, then curled into small, rough waves in the back, it looked so amazing <3

I still wish Brenna could've gone, but falling into the hospital only a week before isn't her fault or mine in any way, it just happened. D= Fuck you...destiny. xD

The last good song we danced to was Hot N Cold by Katy Perry. Then Claire and I decided to call it quits five minutes before the dance ended anyway. I'm so so so tired....so worth it, such a blast, and I actually looked, well, pretty...I never am, it was so new to feel like that. xD

I felt like cinderella kinda, but with no prince. Had to leave the ball at midnight, was a pretty sight...You get the point, I'm tired and rambling. xD Point is: EPIC.

So I was sitting in my bedroom, bored...listening to music to pass time. Then Kill Hannah's "Lips Like Morphine" came on my mp3...Dunno HOW it happened, but I ended up starting from say, 5PM, and ending at 2AM, making an AMV that is TOTALLY CRACK INDUCED FANGIRLISM. I thought Alice needed a laugh, so I did another Albert Wesker/David King vid. >.>Not pairing implied, but it was hard with that song to not make it look as such. *Imagines a pairing* Eh....Those two don't really fit...One's an absolutely normal guy, and the other wants to ethnic "species" cleanse the world, leaving only the smartest and strongest alive. His own evolution.

And here I ask, what is wrong with me? XD It was so worth it for her reaction and the result, even ifi t was sub-par. It's probably NOT going on Youtube. xD

I think I caused her to noselbeed. Oo BFFs Ally. xD <3

Yeah...and I woke up this morning to find Easter chocolate and a wrapped green gift...not going to open it until my aunt and uncle actually get out here. It wouldn't be polite. But I feel bad....See this is the love/hate relaionship everyone has with relatives! They drive you nuts, but you still love each other to death. <3

I will surely hang and/or stab myself.

And I'm not even fucking joking anymore.

I can't even enjoy my weekends anymore, my oNLY two days away from that shithole of a school. YOU HAVE ALL DAY EVERY DAY OFF, YOU DON'T FUCKING WORK. WATCH YOUR DVR RECORDED SHOWS ON YOUR OWN FUCKING TIME, THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY TIME TO USE MY PS2. I DON'T GODDAMN CARE HOW "COLD" IT IS DOWNSTAIRS, GRAB A DAMN BLANKET. OR GO TO MY ROOM, YOU HAVE OTHER OPTIONS.

So now, HAHA, I'm stuck here, bored, doing nothing for my day off.

Secretive, bitchy, sneaky, smug, superior toned, braggy, BSing....I want them GONE.

Three days is fine, even a week, or three weeks at the most. Not three fucking months. They need to LEAVE so we can get back to our normal, relatively stress-free lives. They're driving my mother, father, and myself completely insane...

"Guests are like leftovers. They're good for three days and then they go bad."

UGH! *Headdesk* I really cannot contain this rage any longer, I had to vent it out! It may seem like simple whining, but you guys have NO IDEA.

I dunno why I psot today, nothing happened. o.o

Well...

After gym, a bunch of redneck kids pelted rocks at the back of my head. It hurts. ;~; Bitches are gonna pay someday.

And I woke up with a sore throat. Still have it. Everyone at home is giving everyone a disease, GRAAHH.

Luckily my aunt is making that really good sauce/noodle/cheese thing...It's yummy. =D

Um...

So Brenna does the best doodles. Today she drew us at my house playing RE: Code Veronica like we were yesterday, with her shouting, "NO THE LEFT, YOUR OTHER LEFT, TURN AROUND, THE OPPOSITE WAY, OPPOSITE MEANING THE WAY YOU'RE NOT GOING!" xD As one can tell, I had a bad, bad experience with the RE movement controls...Same with Hitman 2's...

Second doodle she had was us at a computer, looking horrofied, and under it said: Watching the 1st death of Krauser, or him killing people. A lot. And all the while, Garett is peeking out from udner the table going, "Weskerrrrrrr"

Third is a little funny comic she's doing about David, because he's awesome. And I love her for drawing it. xD I'm all, "Garrett broke the toilet!" and she's all, "Well then I'll call a plumber!" and he answers, and we're liiiiike, "...BATMAN!!!?!?!?! No....INK BLOT!?!?!?!!?" ((Ink Blot is her epic nickname of Rorschach XD))

I RLY CAN'T U GUIZE.

Senior Class Night: The seniors of my school dressing like the teachers and performing skits.

I think one of the most ironic things was Merv/Roscoe's SONS playing them.


WATCHMEN:

HO YES.

They did not fail. It was just...WOW. I love it, blew my mind. Perhaps I'll talk more tomorrow, but I need to get this out now.

So practically EVERYONE I KNEW WAS THERE. All my old theatre buddies, now in college. XD

We whooped and commented on movie trailers aloud. And during the movie we /really/ had some cheering moments.

Oh and bless Iris/Maxine/Alex for saving me a seat, BLESS THEM. And a good seat too. <3 Third row, middle.

I just had one of the funnest days of my entire life. xD 

Lazer tag. FUCK YES.

I've never done it before...Brenna invited me to her birthday party today, and it was so so so fun. We went to 'Cyber City', this extremely awesome arcade place. Big TVs, screens, systems, arcade games, and a place to play lazer tag. =D

So Brenna, myself, Garrett, Cassandra, Kelly, Peter, and Brenna's friend Michael, were all who showed up. We started off by failing at rock band. xD Billy Idol and Sublime would be appauled. So once everyone was there, we immediately went to lazer tag. I am hooked on this shit. xD It's a dark room, fog galore, strobe lights, blacklights, and these castle drawn/shaped boards to hide behind and wind around. We had these awesome armor vets and guns, and boy, I failed at the first game. xD I still did kinda bad for the others, but got better. Peter and Michael were by far the best at this. xD I joined their team in the team battle and we rocked. xD The secodn team battle, by drawing broken forks, Garett and I were team captains. I picked Peter, Brenna, and one of the guys who works there. xD We won AGAIN. =D

Such a shame when we had to go...so I called my aunt and we all rode in her hummer, music blazing, and she took us to the mall. (Peter didn't go) we did everything there was to do at the mall, from probably 11:40 to 6:00, we just walked around, shopped, played in the arcade there, ate food, and for the last hour we all jsut sat aroudn at a table and talked, and we picked out hot guys to stare at. xD (Just Brenna, Kelly, Garrett, and myself at that point) Those three shared /sex stories/ and we were all amused and discussed those. xD By then Michael was also gone, and us girls swooned at how attracctive he is. xD Garrett said he wasn't his 'type.' Pshhaw. XD <3

Garrett also threw $.99 thongs at us in some store...Rue 21 I think it's called? XD He also tried on tight pleather pants, a tube top, and a miniskirt in Ross. We were amuuuuused.

It was just such a fun and lol worthy day, I can't put it into words. I wanna do this next weekend. We're hopefully planning it or another lazer tag day next weekend.^^

Edit: Oh look, PIKATURZ


( We're insane and loving it )

I got to get some moniez out of my bank and went on a shopping spree just like I wanted. I needed to feed my shopping urge. xD I bought a Watchmen jacket that's plain black, with 'Watchmen' on the front and, "Who Watches the Watchmen?" on the back, and got Alice's birthday shopping done. I misplaced the two grey/metal crosses I wanted to give her, and the third cross necklace is kinda lame...So today I bought two neckalces, one with the word 'Geek' in purple, and one with 'Nerd' in orange. xD I still haven't figured out which fits who more, I'm going to give her one and keep one. xD

I couldn't find those biker boots I really like in the right size but eh, it's okay. As I was trying them on, Uncle Pete stole my other shoe. D= I had to beat 'im up for it, lolz. XD

We're having pizza tonight, YUMMEH. ;D

Your result for The Elemental Beauty Test...

Natural Beauty

50% Earth, 8% Air, 17% Water, and 25% Fire!

Take The Elemental Beauty Test at HelloQuizzy
 

((I love the elemental aspect of astrology, and astrology in general really...But I'm a mess. xD I like water/ice, my sign [Sagitarius] is fire, and I'm more prone to earth in attitude. xD Ugh...I do not feel good whatsoever. e.e Damn fever.))

I never want a nightmare like that again, never, EVER...

It's still fuzzy from the other events of today, and I'm sorto f glad I've forgotten it...

My school was completely and totally haunted to HELL...
It was like...glowing purple and green or soemthing, like it had a poison status effect on it.(Ha. FF joke. I'm so funny, ha ha ha. -___-)

Everything inside was so scary, so demonic, and everyone I care for died in that hellish place.

Everyone. In detail. Different deaths, different gorey endings, my god...
From the closest friends to even small aquaintences I've been talking to for awhile.

...Meg and Josh, the ground opened up beneath them and swallowed them.
Kemi and Koji, they were running through the halls, away from /another/ monster, and the lockers just opened up and shot (with force)these knives or something at them,  or needles...they were of course, stabbed to death...
Alice, she had her insides torn out by some CREATURE, some half vulture half other thing...
Claire was killed by zombies when someone else accidently let them in...
George, Gwen, and Brian, all decapitated...By, I don't know what, some device that just went off, a blade swooped and slided their heads clean off...
Daniel was stabbed and had his eyes gouged out...I held him as he bled to death...
Those are just the deaths I REMEMBER now...
There was so much blood everywhere, scattered, even before everyone died... Imagine a much more XXX rated Silent Hill game, one that is actually /scary. / And I had to watch them all die, the dream was half in third person, half in my eyes...It felt so damn REAL. I can't even begin to just describe it, it was awful...Enough to make me cry really.
Everyone cried out to me before they died, they were all in pain...even if the deaths was sudden, they were in so much pain...;~;

And the stage....the side door was open, and as I was walking through the hall, I could hear low growling noises. On the stage some curtain was up, and I could see no more.
After every last one of my loved ones died, I just gave up...I walked around once more, seeing all their bodies and...I walked onto that stage and let the thing, a giant werewolf, tear me apart.

I know I'm being overdramatic probably, but this was one of the worst most chaotic dreams I remember, never have I cried or have been this shaken at a nightmare.

But..alas, nothign exciting ever happens. xD

New classes started today...

I have Latin Origins with Risa and Xochitl. YES. Two of the collest sophmores I'll ever meet. xD This class will eb a blast, I already know Turner....what an epic teacher. "Ways to make sentences sound more better" *Dies* I'll never forget Risa's 'Japan stories', rofl.

"What's Yokohama like?"
"Busy."
"And Tokyo?"
"...Busier." She then goes on to give me a description of an older tradional house. "The stairs are steep man, and really  small. D=" Or something like that. xD

My Spanish update is better. A bunch of 'The world belongs to me bitch' Freshmen still in of course, but LESS. So the talking level doesn't /hurt/ my ears. xD

I have gym with Jackie(the only other girl I know at my school that shares my taste in pretty men) and Claire. =D YES.

Pottery nao. I think I'll like it. <3

So. This guy from my dad's work had to give him a ride since Dad's truck is busted. As soon as this random, never-seen-before guy sits down, Jussi immediately jumps on his lap. Attention whore cat. D<

Aaahaaa...Josh and I were micing today and we are dorks.
"TEATYME~!"
"LOL TEATYME, LETS HAVE SUGAR~"

"Ammy is a GIRL."
"But...she stared at boobs? D="
"NUU. The bitch just shoved them in Amaterasu's face. e.e"

"I CAN'T DRAW KANJI FOR /CRAP./ D:"
And of course...he's playing Okami and I'm playing Final Fantasy VII while we're talking, and we're sharing tips on each game. xD Hense my journal title.

Garett, love ya babe. xD <3 My favorite fruity flamer boy.

So filming today, had its ups and downs...I haven't loled so hard in a long time. xD

Martini Lad
Sunshine
The Fact-o-Nator
The Wodnerless Twin
Evil Girl

Best superheros/villian EVER. xD Gave myself a blood blister filming the first scene. A clutz am I. Filming was a pretty good sucess today but we had to hurry filming and it might be choppy. We had to hurry because of crazy-ass people around us, crazy people mumbling, and this one guy rubbing himself off through his pocket. I'm not even joking. e.e

But reguardless, it was SO fun. <3 Ice cream afterward, YUM.

For as many 'lumps' and as much crap that has been trying to bring the Christmas season down, Christmas was very lovely this year. <3

Our crab dinner tradition is back. <3 We had crab for our Christmas Eve dinner, and watched Christmas Vacation. xD We are...riduclous~ Seaside town explains it I guess. xD I got to open one gift...so I picked the box that I was SURE had the
I had some ODD dreams last night. Oo First, this naked ghost startled me in the dream, and so in real life, I woke up with a startle, ha. xD That was at 5:30AM Thank god for the "A Christmas Story" marathon on the TV...I watched it for about an hour, then konked to sleep. Then I dreamed my parents forgot my birthday. OO

Well, Mom woke me up at 8AM...Here's what I got:

-A frilly/sexy bra...Mom says girls my age shoudl have them. Surprisingly, I think she has a point. You just feel PRETTY when wearing one. xD

-One of those...blanket type things, that have sleeves. It can be a blanket, jacket, and some kind of sleeping bag thing. xD I like eet.

-Candy. Lots of stocking candy. xD

-I can't for the LIFE of me find the name of it but...Those winter hats that are really popularl ately...with the earflaps and the strings that hang from the flaps? I got one of those. =3 Green, orange, and white, with snowflake designs in them.

-A book titled, "Japanese: Ten minutes a day" ...My parents are really taking an interest in my dream fort he future, and I guess they gave me this learning book to start me off. =) <3

-A disk drive card...thingy. Now I can transfer files from school and back. xD

-A new hair dryer. Sounds lame, but oh I NEEDED a new one. xD <333

-A pair of soft fuzzy socks, blue and pinkish. =3

-I got the one thing I asked for: The GazettE's RCE DVD! >D Not without being completely PRANKED though. xD

Well they didn't mark the DVD with a tag, it was in a bigger box. So mom told me to leave it for the end, because she couldn't remember who it was for. In my stocking, they put this half play dough, half foam stuff in there, and it's name is like..."Gazz-it" or something, and they got a HOOT out of it. xD "Well, we wanted to get you SOMETHING related to that word!" So naturally, I thought they didn't get me it...but then I opened the box last, my last ditch effort to get the DVD(Say, the Red Ranger BB Gun of my Christmas wishes. xD I wanted it THAT much) and there it was. xD
Now I'm just chilling out...relaxing. It's been such a good Christmas, and I wish you all the best too. ^_^

Date finished: Tuesday December 23rd at around 8:00PM


Whew....I liked this game. xD I really really did. <3 I hear there's a sidequest only acessable after finishing the game once through, that doubled up with other side quests, gives this game good replay value. I'd definately play it again, but it isn't a big favorite or anything. The story starts off well enough, but about 75% of the way through, the plot takes a nosedive and the RPG cliches bombard you one after the other. It takes yet another turn at the end with a rather surprising, to me, end boss fight. The ending itself is rather bittersweet, and not all, "LOLOLWEREGONNAGETMARRIEDANDHAVEBABIESANDDECLARELOOOVE" I mean...come on. Enough RPGs had that "Main male and female protagonists have a gushy lovey dovey ending/really sad tragic ending" It was nice to see something in between. One thing I did like though, was that because there wasn't a lot of romantic development between the two, nothing happened, it was a pretty realistic attraction. Final Fantasy X, I'm calling you out on this, you bitch. D= I feel no real love from your characters!! XD Hmm....Rogue Galaxy has some pretty deep moments too. I AM uber sensitive at sad stuff, but certain moments of this game just had me very, ";~;" so to speak.  In terms of graphic quality, it's a very standard anime style of art, yet no less nice looking. Very similar to Level 5's other games in art style, such as the Dark Cloud series. The same could be said for gameplay, as you can train weapons, synthesize them together, and other certain things. I've also noted some simularities to Final Fantasy XII as well, though without the damn game playing itself. The cast was a very pleasant surprise, considering I swoon and faint already at Quinton Flynn, Crispin Freeman, Steve Blum and Will Friedle. Not just them though, other quite noteworthy names.

So I say 8/10, VERY worth playing.^^

Just....damn.

Put your iPod/MP3 player on shuffle, and have people try to identify the band/song by the first lyric or so.

1. I don't believe in miracles, I never did. Nothing ever happens here.
2. I'm here for you she said, and we can stay for awhile
3. No is a dirty word, never gonna say it first
4. I'm sick and tired of the so-called life
5. Crowded streets are cleared away, one by one...
6. There's a poem she wrote hidden under the mattress and if you find it, please leave it alone
7. You don't always have to fuck her hard, in fact sometimes that's not right
8. Debbie just hit the wall, she never had it all
9. We took a walk that but it wasn't the same, we had a fight on the promenade out in the rain...
10. This is where I be, so heavenly, so come and dance with me Michael
11. When your only friends are hotel rooms, hands are distant lullabies
12. Is it okay if I speak to you today? You've been pissed off for a week now
13. Dog will hunt, I'm the front end loader, travoltin' over
14. Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right, at the right place and right time, maybe tonight
15. So if you're lonely, you know I'm here waiting for you
16. I linger in the doorway, of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
17. Send a heartbeat to the void that cries through you
18. I'll stand for nothing less, or never stand again
19. In the grace of your love I writhe in pain
20. You won't hear me, but you feel me, without wanting something's calling, listen
21. The world is a vampire, sent to drain
22. I see the monsters causing trouble in my headache again
23. Don't let it go away, this feeling has got to stay
24. I dream of rain, I dream of gardens in the desert sand
25. Who told you about a man without fear?